Today was a surprise for me. Having just retired, I am on vacation with my wife of 30+ years. I have been having bi feelings for a number of years now, but beyond masturbating to gay porn sometimes, have not acted on it. Technically I still haven’t, but today was still a big deal for me. My wife and I have been enjoying (separately, they’re gender-specific) the steam rooms where we are staying. As I have been the only person in the men’s all week, I have been comfortably nude. Today, another man walked in, also nude, laid a towel to sit on on the other side of the small room, and we began a casual conversation about travel and such. After he left, I realized I had gotten semi-hard and had a considerable amount of pre-cum on my cock. I realized that had been the first time I’ve ever been casually nude in front of another man, as opposed to incidentally nude while changing, showering at the gym, and such. I wasn’t thinking of anything sexual while we talked, and due to needing glasses, didn’t really see his cock except as a blur when he walked in and out of the steam room. Still, I suppose there must have been something going on inside me to cause that response. I guess I may need to explore the bi side of myself a bit further. Until then, I guess it’s time to check out some gay sauna porn. Thanks for letting me share this possibly big first step in exploring a new side of my sexuality.
One of the things some guys have to get used to is being naked with another man and probably something they've not experienced since showering after gym class in junior and senior high school, so I think it's cool that you were somewhat aroused and, importantly, you didn't freak out and cover up when the other guy came in. Baby steps just work!
Considering this vacation began with my wife and I having several sessions of some mind-blowing sex, I didn’t expect to be sitting here jacking off over the idea of fucking another man and him fucking me, but I suppose that’s what happens when we open ourselves to new things, right?
Congrats on that first step. We all have our "awakening" at different times and at different paces. Your body gave you a strong signal of something that you admire. Always trust your body. Thanks for sharing.
Seems like the rest of our vacation, every time I turned around my cock had a little glisten at the tip. I was getting aroused by my wife, by attractive members of the staff at the place we were staying, by the feeling of putting fingers up my ass while showering, you name it. Exciting times.
I have certainly enjoyed "opening myself" to new things! I still fantasize about that first penetration. God, it was intense! I hope you get to fulfill your fantasy. It took me a long time, but was worth the wait I still like women, but what they're not available, and a guy wants me to give him oral, and then fuck me I'm good with it!
