Just Now.

My bedstead just broke. At about noon today. I was able to fix it with clothes line rope. Yeah, I am still able to manage minor household repairs like that. But isn't Eric as my guardian supposed to help me with that? Or face contempt charges? Like anyone would? Or introduce me to his replacement if that's what has happened?

Yeah, my bedstead was very old. It was my grandfather's and dates at least to the 50s I think. And the electrical wiring in my bedroom overhead light is gone. The one over my sink too. Someone, I think Eric, said that it would be pointless or too expensive to repair. So far I can juste live around these things. And I can make minor repairs still. And plus as I keep saying, I have to maintain my independence at all costs. It is horribly vital. I can't go into a group home. In addition to being abused and neglected and unable to cry for help, I'd be at the mercy of whatever Wayne County Court and the rest are doing. They'd have the upperhand there and I couldn't so easy stop them from harming me or misusing their power over me.