More On My Legal And Medical Situation.

There's another part of my case I've brought up before and that I can't emphasize enough. Because of the permanent damage done to me by the police and Wayne County Probate Court, my life is forever shortened. And I am going to have to make some tough and painful medical decisions some day. I'll be faced with diseases and medical dilemmas I never would have been. Most people in my family lived long. And things like heart disease and diabetes are rare. I was probably going to live a long, happy good quality of life if they didn't do what they did to me. Secretly do what they did to me. And the secrecy in all this time has not ended, not even after being exposed for several years now. And the secrecy continues about my medical status. I don't even know what's wrong with me because I am not a doctor. But some of my symptoms both in my body and hands and feet are troubling. But everything is all right my doctors tell me. If I had diabetes or neuropathy, I'm cured now. Or at least that's what half my doctors are saying. The other half at least admit to what I already knew was wrong with me. But I'll have some painful medical decisions to make, and I'll have to have my full medical consent restored to me some day. But I'll never know when it is. Actually supposedly now it is, even though we all know that isn't true. And in a place like a group home, which like I said Eric and Tom hint they may secretly drag me away to soon, things would be much, much worse with that. But one of the things I may need when all my physical problems they caused reach their conclusion is the power to make the final end of life decision, and to use the option of assisted suicide if I choose. I know now a majority of Americans support that. 30 years ago a majority of people in Oakland County supported Jack Kevorkian, or at least thought the police and prosecutors should leave him alone and mind their own business. But the ultra conservative prosecutor Richard Thompson and the police didn't see it that way. The Oakland County police took the pain medicine of an old lady away. Because they were concerned for her welfare, and thought she didn't have the power or the right to make that decision. In fact in Henry Ford Community College book store around this time I read something interesting in a medical text book. I was telling my therapist about it. It said there was a new disease going around, and it had just been discovered. It was called Assisted Suicide Disease. The person was in unbearable, terminal pain. And the symptoms were wanting to end their suffering, voting Libertarian, dry mouth. But the solution, they said, was that you don't let them do it, under any circumstances. Like I've said, I suspect that part of the reason my rights are being taken away from me and my consent is being limited, and all of this secretly, is that they think I am prone to suicide. Like July 16, 1989, when my psychiatrist Dr. Salomon Bazini drove me to suicide thru his abuse and that bizarre July 8th meeting. And then told me I did that because I was morally weak. But if I ever have to make that decision in the end, my case of Assisted Suicide Disease will be much different. Just like what happened in April of 2004, just like the suicidal ideation that lasted for seven years after that, my Assisted Suicide Disease was actually caused by the police. The police, Eric and Wayne County Probate Court. But I will always first mention the police. In case they try to help me like they tried to help that old lady, by taking away her pain medicine. So people know that they are trying to cure me of Assisted Suicide Disease and making sure it doesn't harm me, all while they are the ones who caused it. Actually I am beginning to piece together my life story and realize that all my life, if there was ever a time I contemplated suicide, right from childhood on, it was from the abuse of people like that. Just so people know, in every new situation that I find myself in, and that yet try to help me again. Help me again by horribly abusing me once more.