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And it still doesn't make any sense. I have no one now. Absolutely no friends or family to help or support me in anyway. Not even anyone to turn now. For personal advice on this situation, advice on what to say, just emotional support. How do I make new purchases now? Who will take care of my cat if I'm in the hospital? Who will take me to my colonoscopy? What if I need a new furnace? A new PC? A new car? Especially one with special features now? Just now I was thinking. My front door lock is very old and it might break. What if I'm locked out of my house? Eric used to help me with all of that. Those are things only friends and family could help you with. What could I have done to deserve this? What could I have done to Eric to deserve this?