More On Where Things Stand.

I really am in a terrible situation now. There were things that I could really only rely on Eric for. Certain jobs, like putting in my furnace filter. And taking me to my colonoscopies, that I will have to have every year now. And plus I am in much worse situation now, with the beginning of new health concerns, wounds that will take a long time to hear IAE due to diabetes on my foot, no washing machine, and many other things. And plus it would really be nice to have someone just help me clean, like Eric had once. And like I said, I was looking forward to a nice new car with better features. The one I have is rather old now. And this really would the be worst possible time to get a flat or to have someone plow their car into me again. Who would pick me up? And who would help me deal with my auto insurance and buy a new car? And plus things like I already talked about, like carrying a pet in a pet carrier or dragging around large bags of laundry to and from the laundromat would just be impossible now. I don't know how people do it. I never had to worry about it, so I never tried. But like I said, what if my car broke down or was even briefly in the shop? And what if I was hospitalized again? Who would watch the house? Who would take care of my cat? Who would collect the mail and other things like that? Eric left at the worst possible time, and he told me he's done with me for good too. And now things in my life are slowly taking a turn much for the worst. Why would he do that to me? Why are people treating me this way? Why is absolutely nothing be done to help me? And what am I supposed to do now? Like I said, I don't even have someone to just talk to for advice.