More Thoughts On My Situation.

I wanted to say, I did see the foot doctor last Monday. And he agreed I have neuropathy. And I will eventually lose all sensation. But not until 85, is the age he quoted. (He also walked out of the room while we were talking. He was busy, but he did it as soon as I started talking about my legal issues and my needs.)

And I do have to say now, whatever Wayne County Probate Court, the police, Eric and all the rest are doing and planning now, they have to stop. Like I said, abuse in the past took various themes. But it has to end, and end now. I'm damaged, my life is shortened, I'm in danger, I'm in a horrible situation, I'm at risk now of catastrophe if I'm hospitalized, or even just get a flat. Who will take care of my cat? It's just a new form of the old abuse, and it has to ended. It's gone way too far this time.

And I hear people online, and elsewhere, hinting to me that I should take the bus. In fact some have begun saying I'd be happier then. Like that blonde cop I once mentioned who told me handicapped people without cars are much happier. Not they're not, no I'm not. Aside from how it would be impossible for all my special needs and the life I must live now. must always drive a car. It's vital for everything. Much more than ever before, more than I already knew it was in 2004. All depends on it. So I am not neglected and abused like in Sinai-Grace hospital, and lose all contact with the outside world, and tell of what happens to me like that. So I don't lose all my medical consent and Wayne County Probate Court can medicate me as they wish, when I have already been left as I said with a shortened lifespan, Type II Diabetes, neuropathy and nerve damage and all the things that come with that, along with my age. I am not even familiar what life would be like that, and I vowed long ago I'd never find out, just like I vowed in 2005 I'd never let them take my car whatever happens. If I lose sensation on my feet I'll need a special car immediately. I won't have time to wait for Eric.

I also want to look into this new thing, though I guess I've been aware of my whole life that people in Detroit usually don't drive, and that's natural. No it isn't. And it's terrible people see it that way. We're looking into that. And I've considered myself a Detroiter all my life too you know.