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The symptoms of my feet are troubling. They are clearly much worse than they ever have been before in just the past couple years. Even in the past couple of week there may be something going on. I can still drive and function. But no one is helping me in even the slightest way. And Eric leaves now and my case officially doesn't even exist. How will I even know who my next legal guardian is? Eric was part of my life because he was my cousin and trustee. Will I even ever meet my new secret guardian? And do I even have one now? Shouldn't they start helping me, starting with replacing my washing machine? And how would that even work? I'd have to meet them for that, and to ask them for other things. This is all very confusing and very wrong. But no one seems to care and nothing is being done. I can't lose the ability to drive and can't end up in a group home. I'd lose everything there. Not only all quality of life and medical consent and the ability to fight my case and cry for help. But I'd be at the mercy of whatever ridiculous thing Wayne County Probate Court is doing or planning. Surely even they can see what's wrong with that. And they are capable of great evil and are not to be trusted. Surely even they can see that too. I need something done now, I need to have my independence preserved at all costs, and this stupid nonsense has to end now. And then to repeat what I started saying a couple years ago, they'll have to prove to me it has been resolved, which they'll never do. By now they should at least admit Eric is my secret guardian. That lie has been well exposed by now.