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Also I thought of something when I came out of the hospital last July. Actually even while I was in it. Anytime I am in any new medical situation, anytime I am in any new legal situation, anytime I am in any new situation at all, I am supposed to say all my problems if any (real or alleged, IOW-whatever they are claiming at the time) were caused by that court, the police and Eric. They caused all my problems, they drove me to thoughts of desperation if any. Or am not the kind of person who panics or is prone to irrationality or rash decisions. But I'll point out how that they did could do that. What they did in the past and what they are doing now. It was their fault and their fault alone. I am not having any problems and I have done nothing wrong. And then I will carefully list all that has happened to me recently involving those people, however insignificant.

The thing is last July I was supposedly there for a fictitious food safety issue. Which I believed at the time, I guess. But that could have just been a more clever lie. You never know. Also I was taken there suddenly in my pajamas. I didn't have any of my important documents with me. And I didn't have any access to them or the internet there. I haven't had too many issues with the police lately. But Eric and the court claim that he is not my legal guardian, I am imagining it when most of my doctors say he is, there is no legal problem, and nothing will ever be done about it. The police commission says basically the same thing, along with what the police did to me was not misconduct and perfectly all right in their opinion. And my doctors are obviously lying to me. Which ones and with what I am not sure. My neurologist says he never said I have Cerebral Palsy or neuropathy, both of which are obvious lies. My other doctors are slowly admitting that I have Cerebral Palsy. It's hard to say, because sometimes they deny it again the next time. And like I've said, as far as I know nothing is being done and things are only getting worse. And this has been going on for several years now. Plus I am supposed to find a lawyer for free they tell me. So after just about everyone I contact ignores me and doesn't return my calls, someone finally will. And then they will say, like Disability Rights Michigan told me last year, Eric is not your legal guardian. It says on their computer that everything is fine. No such thing is going on like that in your life. And then I am supposed to keep doing that for, what? The rest of my life I guess. I tell other people that they will have to take care of the legal matter for me, and I will just assume they are. But they always tell me they aren't.

But anyways, I will make that my legal argument. All the abuse by these people in the past, and all the abuse now. How the abuse they subjected me to in the past led to my two suicide attempts. Especially the Dearborn and Detroit police in 2004. And then what began in Sinai-Grace hospital in April 2004 led to seven years of suicidal ideation. Which they knowingly caused and did nothing to prevent or address all the years that lasted. And what is going on now, I will have to include. Like I said, I will have to start saving documentation. Dates and details of events too. That will be hard if I am taken in my pajamas again. Plus I should start submitting it more now and to more people, like faxes to the court, and maybe file some patient's rights complaints if I can. (I think you can only do that against an inpatient facility or your legal guardian perhaps. And I supposedly don't have a legal guardian.) Other places too. And maybe if I can't keep something brief in my pajama pocket. Perhaps important phone numbers, which I just didn't have access to in Sinai-Grace this time. Maybe memorize key dates and events. Names and places too. I don't know. I am getting too old for this. But like I said, Eric and the lady at that new place just think that is funny.