Recently.

There are a lot of things developing that really no is helping me at all. And no one seems to care and no one seems to care what happens to me or if anything bad happens to me. I am prone to jumping to wrong conclusions. But like Nuria on Star Trek herself would have to say, all the evidence so far supports that hypothesis of mine. I got the following text from CVS yesterday or maybe the day before. (It seems to be gone from my text messages even though I never deleted it. I was hoping to hold onto it. It might just be at the bottom of the stack though.)

CVS Pharmacy: Hi James, Your health plan benefits may not cover prescriptions at CVS Pharmacy effective January 1, 2026. Want to keep filling your prescriptions at CVS Pharmacy? Visit Medicare dot gov to find health plans where CVS is in-network. Open enrollment ends December 7th. Medicare dot gov is a third-party site with its own terms of use and privacy policy.

And I have no idea what that means. I talked to the pharmacist about it yesterday, and he said it was from CVS corporate. But he told me if that happened, if I lost my prescription coverage there, there was nothing he could do. I'd have to go to a drug store that accepted my insurance. And he didn't know of any, and no one there at CVS could help me. So I don't know what I'll do next year if that happens plus as you can see I'll have take action by early December. Eric as my legal guardian is supposed to help me with all of this. Or if he isn't my legal guardian anymore, someone is supposed to step in immediately now and help me. I know I'm supposed to play along with the lie he was never my legal guardian. But I know certainly as my cousin and my trustee he was who I always turned to. To deal with complicated legal and medical insurance matters, to make major purchases. Someone definitely should be stepping in right now. But it seems nothing is happening, and it seems I'm not imagining things. There really is nothing being done to help me in any way.

And like I said, putting me in the group home is not at all and never will be an option. For that long list of reasons. Maybe I'll start having a text document nearby to copy and paste all the reasons. But you'll remember they were reasons related to safety and neglect and having any quality of life. Coupled with the fact I'd lose all contact with the outside world and wouldn't have things like a PC, which I obviously need now to fight these fights and cry out for help, and do that in the future too. They certainly wouldn't have PC's for all their patients in a Detroit group home. From what I understand those places are almost holding cells, where they lock the door once you enter. And Eric and Tom are strongly hinting they are considering that now.

And again central to all that I said above. Not only maintaining my quality of life but avoiding horrible circumstances like I've described is having a car. And now if I lose my feet there's a real chance that could be in jeopardy. Plus what if I lost my hands too. They obviously are affected by neuropathy too. My neurologist is the one who would tell me that, but he's in total silence and total denial now. So no one is diagnosing anything for me or helping me in any way with these problems. And like I said, Eric and Tom said they think I should try my luck with all of that in a Detroit group home. And when I least suspect it like July 22, Tom strongly hints. It just seems to me this has gone too far, it seems to me the time has not just come but long since past that all of the people, all of the people, responsible for this be held legally responsible. And for once in my life they stop blaming me and saying it somehow my fault or weakness that led to them doing all of this to me, and all of the abuse all of my life. And for the car it just seems to me the people who put me thru this 20 year nightmare of dealing with that horrible injustice and threat be responsible for seeing to that. Seeing that I always drive, that I always have a car and a good one, and that I always have good quality of life. Just like in that Ace of Base song. But although the law would normally support me on this, it doesn't agree and neither does anyone else. And as I said, everything, everywhere in my life seems exactly the same. Nothing is being done and things are just getting more and more worse each day.