To Repeat.

And just to emphasize those three points that I will never stop repeating till the day I die. First of all, I obviously do have some form of Cerebral Palsy. My neurologist did say "Cerebral Palsy" due to "birth trauma" in 2011. I clearly recall he did. I don't know to what extent or what that means because I am not a doctor. But he did use all those words. And now he is denying it and denying he ever said that, which a lie plain and simple. I've had Cerebral Palsy all my life. That and perhaps a couple of other things. And it must have been obvious to more than one person. I've been weak and vulnerable. I've never harmed anyone and never was a bad person. And yet people mentally abused me, they denied me my most basic rights, they treated me worst than the worst criminal. And they won't even tell me the reason why. Clearly nothing I did. My therapist also told me that I have been followed around and observed all my life by the police, but he wouldn't go into detail. This seems to be a time of revealing secrets that were long hidden, much like 2011 seemed to be. And now that Wayne County Probate Court, the Detroit, Dearborn and Oakland County police, Eric and all the rest have left me permanently damaged, and probably in need of special care for the rest of my life, someone has to held accountable and someone will have to pay for all of that. And that starts with an end to all the secrecy in my life, along with the uncovering of all this secrecy and secret guardianships in Michigan. And secret abuse of mental patients and following them around. And we need to especially uncover any serious harm that was done this way. Like I've said, my therapist says I could get people into a lot trouble uncovering all this. So that leads me to believe something like that did happen.

And I will emphasize the car issue and bring it up in every new situation, medical and legal and other. I was good driver with a good record and I license and insurance. And starting around 2005, for absolutely no legitimate reason, the police started a 20 year nightmare that made my life a living hell. Claiming they'd take away my car when they knew there was no possible way I could function or live without it. They knew what it would do to me and the danger that it would put me in. And yet they never gave up, the last incident with that happening at that intersection in Oak Park on September 11, 2013. When that older driver was clearly at fault, and the arriving EMT seemed to recognize me and wanted to use that as an excuse to deny me my right to drive. And now it is more vital and more important than ever before. I'd lose so much more now if I lost that than I would have in 2001, 2005 or 2013. And now in a disgusting irony they may finally get their wish if I lost my hands and feet to the diabetes and neuropathy they kept hidden from me for years. No not only will I always have a car and insist on it no matter what, but all those people who did that while the lawbreakers, some in my own neighborhood, were allowed to drive unquestioned. Not only that, but all those people will make sure I do, and pay for it all if necessary. I will always insist on that and never stop demanding it till the day I die for what that did to me.

And I am not suicidal, if that has anything to do with the way my rights are limited and for the secrecy. I have always had a strong will to live, in spite of all the abuse. Abuse that all the above people caused. Caused by their action, inaction or by being an accessory to all of this by breaking the law and not following their own rules. And I will be faced with painful medical decisions, heart-wrenching end of life decisions and possible the option of assisted suicide some day, after all the permanent damage they left me with. And I'll never know when I really have my medical consent restored, I'll never know when all of this is truly over, I'll never know when people aren't lying to me. And I also have seen they don't care who they hurt when they do that. So if any of these things becomes an issue. An alleged desire to harm myself, limiting my rights for that reason, ending up in the emergency room again because of them, or like I said just my fundamental right to make medical decisions in the end, I will always say that. Say that it is all their fault and their fault alone. All of it and always was, and I'll explain why if anyone doubts it. It's all the fault, it's all their fault I got to this point. And even now they are refusing to accept responsibility and trying again to use it against me.