To Summarize.

So just to review my demands and what I expect now (and this list may not be complete):

• I want all the forced medicating to stop. I refuse all psychiatric medications, unless it is with my consent. My informed consent, which means that Wayne County Probate Court, the Detroit Police and Eric my guardian are never going to hurt me again, all while they keep that information from me. Leaving me now with permanent lifelong damage that they don't care about. Like with the car, they don't think I can manage that way. They just don't care. Like when they harm other people in their job. Harm them like they did with me I'm sure many times, the public just doesn't know.

• I want everyone involved, including like I just said Wayne County Probate Court, the Detroit Police and Eric, to pay me monetary damages, and to make sure I have all the things I need now that they have permanently left me this way. Left me this way and now without any family or personal support too. And I expect those three, especially the police, to make sure I always have a car and all that is required for that. After putting me thru those 20 years of hell. Some kind of St. Scholastica test it almost seemed, I don't know. A moral test, because I was good driver with good insurance. And like I said, when I told them the harm it would do and the danger I would be in, they started teasing me like a child. People without cars are so much happier that way. Take the bus, it's fun! Your furthest doctor is 25 miles away and you'd have to take endless bus transfers and then hop on the SEMTA bus system. Yes. But have you ever tried it! Etc. No they're never going to do that again. And they'll make sure I can always have a car. Because like I said, I plan to always bring it up. And also give details of all they did, the last time happening in 2013 like I've said.

• I want all involved to be held accountable in whatever applies to the fullest extent of that law. Or at the very least I want it exposed. Exposed not just what the Detroit police, court and Eric did to me, but what they did to other people. My therapist seems to suggest they did something, and they'd get in a lot of trouble for it. Which is good all Americans, and at least decent police officers, would agree.

• I want the veil of secrecy to be dropped. And like I said above, I want all they did exposed to the world. Or if they don't, I will. And maybe others can uncover what was done to them. Or what was done to their elderly relative suffering from dementia who the family did this to, whatever their motives.

• And I want the full status of Cerebral Palsy, and whatever else I was born with. They may already know, some people hint. Yet I get none of the special care I need, none of the support and special items I may need, especially now that I am damaged, and neuropathy is permanent always follows an inevitable course. Special items I already need, and just the instructions I was never given, early on in life when I should have been, to deal with my number one and number two issues. And all the accommodations I will need to live independently that way. Which as I said includes living in a private house with my cat, never a group home. Where they'd lock the door and I wouldn't be able to tell the world what they are doing to me there. A house, enough to live on and a car. Always a car, to repeat once again. And all of this given to me now that I am elderly and like I told one of my doctor's medical assistants. I don't have time to go to a class to learn all the things I need to know for all of that. Etc.

• And like I said, if my medical consent or knowledge of things is being limited because those three, and many others, knowingly abused me and made me feel suicide was the only option at times in my life, we need to look into that too. I am not suicidal, I have a strong will to live and have always been rational. I just don't like being abused or faced with suffering that never ends. And now that they put me in a position where I may face that some day when I finally die, a painful death, or even a death with limited medical care or care that is not suited to my special needs. Or where I just won't know what is even going on then with my consent, thanks to them. Since I know forms can be faked, affidavits can be falsely sworn on, court proceedings can be shams. Really things that no one should even be allowed to do in the most extreme cases, which my case never was anyways. So I know what they are capable of, we all do now. And we all also know that they have taken absolutely no steps, none at all, in all this time to regain my trust. If anything they just keep teasing and taunting me along, like they did with the car thing. That will always be my argument. And along with the car thing and the other thing I will always bring it up and always make clear everyone knows what they did to me and what they are doing now.

Well like I said, that's it for now. And I'm sure I left something out because I am not reading from a list or anything. But I may make a new list. And maybe take it with me, since I know like I found out inpatient at Sinai-Grace recently, once in a place like that you have no access to the outside world. Or computers, files, papers or even stationery really.

EDIT: And there is something about the car issue I forgot to include. For twenty years they were trying to bring it up. It started suddenly around 2005 for really no reason. Obviously nothing do with my driving ability or driving record. 2005, so probably something more to do the suicide attempt the police and court and people like Oakwood Hospital drove me to in 2004. And everywhere people hinted at it, hinted at that nonsense they knew by now I was aware was going on. Dr. Chang, the Detroit police and Dearborn police. Then in 2013 I was surprised to learn that Oakland County and medical first responders there were somehow involved in all of that too. I was endangered, I was threatened by that horrible possibility of losing my only means of transportation, for my independence and my safety and welfare. I was abused too, with a horrible violent threat. And whatever the reason for everyone who took part in that, they were participants and accessories to all of that. And it was so wrong for any reason. Like I was telling that guy at that new place recently about what my eye doctor said around then. They don't take away your license unless they absolutely have to. And even then they probably wouldn't. He never did it, he told us. It's really up to that individual and his family to realize if there is any reason why they shouldn't be driving. The police said that to you? He said. And then this year I learn that really most of the people in Detroit are the ones who have no business driving. Most have no insurance. Along with suspended licenses and outstanding warrants. The lady next door told us she didn't even bother to renew her license anymore. That, and all the abuse and lawlessness that was going on right in my own neighborhood. And that goes on in the city I live in. All while the police who we trust to fight that were following around a poor defenseless, innocent handicapped man like me. Following him to parks and telling him he looked suspicious to them, even when I've never been in jail. And the guy who worked for me said I don't look mentally ill or suspicious at all, if that's what I think.

But like the other two, there is a record of all of this. And I am going to make sure it is looked into for the rest of my life. That, and what this nonsense is about mentally ill, handicapped and other groups driving to begin with. Why the police would target them at all and not instead use their hours that we taxpayers pay for fighting crime and abuse. As I said, I thought back then it was because driving is a privilege and not a right in this country. Plus early in my life at least, it was used as a wedge issue to prove I couldn't take care of myself and be self-sufficient. Is that what is for others? I am going to spend the rest of my life always bringing that up and having that looked into. I'd rather enjoy a good quality of life when this is all over with. But like I said, I'll never know when it is over with. I'll always have to assume I am being lied to.