What I Want.

I am certainly not a lawyer and never said I was. But I like to think I know at least as much about law as the average person. I don't know for example how much sovereign immunity protects people from doing harm. I just know my law dictionary says most modern legal scholars agree it's a horrible idea based on the ancient concept that the king could do no wrong. And it also says that judges and prosecutors and even police are protected by it as long as what they are doing is under color of law. Of course independent prosecutor Ken Starr showed us during the Monica Lewinsky scandal that if you are a prosecutor and you know what you are doing you can bend that rule to do a lot of harm. He blocked adoptions, harassed people and arbitrarily detained them. He kept Susan McDougal in holding cell indefinitely for not testifying against her friends, the Clintons. She was kept in a holding cell with dangerous mental patients at one point and denied medical care and pain medicine too. All for the White Water affair which no prosecutions or even legal action came out of. So as I said I don't know about sovereign immunity. It just seems to me if you hurt someone for any reason that would not be covered under it. Or if what you do was never justified in any way, like it was with me. But I don't know, because everyone is still in denial and my case officially doesn't even exist, even though most of the people in my life agree it does.

I don't know sovereign immunity, but I do know some things. Like what is right. And what shows an attitude of not caring, not feeling responsible for the harm you've done and doing it for years. Like that court, the police and Eric have been doing at least since 2011. And then showing no remorse and continuing to do it, all while I am still being harmed and seem to be showing some troubling new symptoms too. And my doctors are obviously still lying to me. At least about the neuropathy I know. And possibly some other things. Including the Cerebral Palsy that was clearly shown in a scan in 2011, which doesn't make any sense to me. What all of that is even all about. I know lack of remorse, I know lack of caring and empathy, I know defiance and feeling of smugness that you got away with it and are glad you did. I know all of that, and all three of those people are clearing showing all of that. As they have since at least 2011, I now know reviewing all that was happening then and since then. I know I am permanently damaged and will be living with this damage and an uncertain future for the rest of my life. An uncertain future for the rest of my life complicated by the fact I am handicapped, have no friends or relatives and few funds. And I refuse to go to a group home. Which as I've explained to people much like the bus, I would never find enjoyable or fun. But I think all those people should be held accountable for all of that. All of that, and all the mental abuse they gave me that goes back at least to my childhood. That they took part in whether they knew fully what was going on or not. Held accountable or at least exposed. And I expect they will make sure I can always live independently with a good quality of life and car always, which as I keep pointing out is more important now than ever before. All of that, and for me to be able to at least try to regain what they took from me all these years.