Journal #42, November 3: Affirmations and Declarations (nsfw)

Discussion in 'Bisexual' started by soulpoker, Nov 3, 2024.

  1. soulpoker

    soulpoker Senior Member

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    Just some periodic affirmations and declarations from me to make sure things happen

    I will have sex with a man.

    I will meet a Daddy and he will teach me the beauty of the touch of a man.

    I will meet a twink and enjoy a fresh relationship with him.

    I will be in an all male threesome.

    I will be in fingercuffs.

    I will be gangbanged.

    I will have many, many male lovers, and have one to choose at any time I wish to have sex.

    I will submit sexually to any man that desires me to do so.

    I will work on my ability to seduce men.

    I will never be afraid or ashamed to like guys. I will live a wild homosexual lifestyle and seek my happiness from it as if there's nothing wrong with it, which there isn't.

    I will savor every intimate moment I have with a guy, and every guy I have an intimate moment with will be special to me.
     
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  2. KDaddy23

    KDaddy23 Lifetime Supporter Lifetime Supporter

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    After reading this several times I have just one question: Will you make this happen for yourself?
     
  3. soulpoker

    soulpoker Senior Member

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    Writing things like this are steps at making this happen. They set up the framework in my mind to make this possible for me to do.
    But that's not what your question is, is it?
    You're challenging me to do real work, to make a substantial effort. While I do appreciate the attention you're drawing me to, I'm still trying to figure out what that effort more specifically is. I have a hard enough time navigating myself around socially generally before considering how to get laid. I'm really that clueless. I'm not trying to throw a pity party for myself. No one is invited lol. I'm just stating facts.
     
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    Yes, it's one thing to think about such things and something else to figure out how you're going to make it happen and more so when everything you listed is doable - but you don't want to rush into them. But my question was really a "yes or no" kind of question more than a challenge to you but if a challenge motivates you, I'm okay with you thinking it was a challenge. Frankly, your list intrigued me because I've rarely seen a guy write down what he wants to experience and how he does - and it's all very possible to achieve.
     
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  5. Bazz888

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    Soulpoker which age group are you in? I've a perception that guys under 30 are more keen to admit their desire to experiment today, than were 30yr olds, um 30yrs ago.

    Likewise guys over 50, with their desires and need to achieve, seemingly, increasing with age.
     
  6. soulpoker

    soulpoker Senior Member

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    Then I see I have overthought your question! The answer then is yes, I have every intention to make these things happen...unless life throws me a curveball and maybe something else gives me fulfillment and bliss, theoretically speaking. But until hell freezes over, my ass is in the air for anyone to use, so to speak, with caution, as you recommend.
     
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  7. soulpoker

    soulpoker Senior Member

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    I'm in my 50s.
    To be fair I wouldn't say these type of things casually to my friends even to the least homophobic. It's forums like these where people who understand gather I can open up, and that's good because aside from the subject matter, I crave to share what it is I crave with others. And here we are talking about it, which is one reason why I want to do so and for which I'm grateful!
     
  8. Bazz888

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    Oh, yes, I get that. It's the anonymity here that helps me feel free to say what I think and how I feel on many topics.

    My previous post was the first step in trying to narrow down your target audience. Lots of guys here in 60s love to play with cock and I'm sure the reasoning for many - a sexless relationship with their wife, for example - is similar for many guys in their age group.

    Finding a guy shouldn't be difficult. It may require travel so it's away from your locality and also, so you could meet guys from here who are far from your home.

    I wouldn't talk to anyone in my locality, about MM sex.
     
  9. soulpoker

    soulpoker Senior Member

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    Well the anonymity is part of it, but the fact I'm chatting with people who are thinking like me is more important. One can be LGBT friendly but it doesn't necessarily mean I feel comfortable talking about my insatiable desire to get passed around a football team with that person. Here I can especially because there are actually a few guys who want to do the same thing lol!
     
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  10. KDaddy23

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    And some guys who really were passed around a football team and got totally slutted out! I've always said that one of the hardest things about being bisexual is not having someone you can talk to about it.
     
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    You want to talk to me?
     

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