I've been fantasizing lately about appearing in gay porn. The thought of being on record as having sex with other guys for future generations to see kind of turns me on. So does the thought of folks everywhere being able to watch me enjoy sex with guys any time they want to see that. This satisfies my exhibitionistic desires. I think it's also a novel way to come out and embrace my desires for the same sex in front of society. It's an issue I've been struggling with for years. I have some, um, intimate pics of me posted in other places, I think, and some of them border on the homoerotic. But I would never have the balls to show my face while having sex with a guy. However, if I had some kind of mask on, I would consider it. Just need the guys willing to have sex with me in front of a camera. Taking that thought further, I think it would be hot to record my first homosexual experience. Of course that fantasy depends on that experience being enjoyable.
I could see myself wearing nothign but a Batman Cowl and long black cape, on my knees slowly sucking a good looking cock.
I post a lot of pictures of me on sites like grindr and Romeo....naked of ne and also of my with partners in sex. Im honoured if guys want to see, have and enjoy ny pictures and they are freely available. I post for myself, others and ny partners to see and enjoy, indeed I get a slight kick to think that others might use to jack off too. And also for promotional purposes...im getting old....to prove that I'm both willing and capable.!.....haha I'm not sure though that i want my descendants to be able to view them in future when im gone. But pictures and videos are nice and hot and can remind me of super sex meets. I have probably met around 1500 guys since I started PrEP six years ago....im pretty consistent at around 200+ guys a year. Let's all enjoy simon
I’m definitely an exhibitionist,not so much when I was younger it took some time and experience to grow into it. My wife took pics and videos of us and some of our threesome partners. Seeing her and I in our early thirties is a huge turn on. I probably won’t publish any of it although I have been tempted.
I am tired of the casual hookup scene: it is just so much effort to find guys on hookup sites and apps, and it seems, at least for me, hard to have repeat encounters. So you're constantly having to redo all the work to find a guy to have sex with. Even though I've had romantic crushes on guys (unrequited), so I think I'm quite capable of falling in love with a guy, and some parts of me fantasize about that, I don't think I want to go through all the headaches of trying another serious, long-term romantic relationship, this time with a man. Everyone agrees that those types of relationships are a lot of work, and have no guarantees. So I don't think I want a boyfriend either. What I would like is to have a really good friend with benefits, a gay guy who is my best friend and with whom I do a lot of non-sexual things, with us both being interested in a lot of the same activities and other common stuff, but also have a super lot of sex together, multiple times a week even. I hate to call this a fantasy, though, because fantasies have the connotation of something that would be awesome, but not likely. No, I definitely need this to become a reality. And as FWBs, we would like each other a lot, even with some love, but without being actual boyfriends, let alone living together as a couple. So monogamy is not a requirement either. We may have sex with other people, but mostly with each other, or even in groups together. This fits in with the gay man's lifestyle quite nicely. But you have the comfort of having a personal fuck buddy/friend at your beck and call, and you his. As for the OP's fantasy of been captured on video having gay sex, I like the idea, but only under two conditions. First, I have to lose the extra 35 pounds I gained since Covid, and the extra 10 pounds before that: I'm definitely not happy how I look in the mirror, so would not like to see myself on video. And, secondly, I want editing control of the video before it's put out there, so I can hide my identity, and absolute control of the raw footage. But because I feel man-on-man sex is the hottest thing in the world, I would love to share that with others, And maybe inspire others. I wish every man embraces the gay side of himself, usually deeply buried and repressed, and lives is true bisexuality or homosexuality. And I love the act of filming and editing, as I've had quite a bit of non-sexual experience in that department.
