So, what's up with all of ya's and STD's?? I had one of those days today where I just felt so horrible and very scared of how stupid and careless I have been in pretty much all of my sexual experiences. Diseases scare the shit out of me and my worst fear is not being able to have my own kids, so I've come to the conclusion today that I am not going to have sex until I am with someone who I am marrying...easier said than done I know. I just don't know if it's really that realistic when it comes down to that hot and horny night..so, my question is how do you al free-lovin people have sex, even with condoms, without worrying about STD's? because they have broken on me before..and I don't think it's always about using your intuition with someone, you never really know. And what about accidental pregnancies?? I feel like I sound like a worry wart or something, but it's come down to the point where I feel like I need to take care of myself above all. I just have a hard time being kind of "prude" with it. anyway, just wanted to hear some thoughts on what you all think.
