Do you enter the SEX ZONE where you go with the emotions , feelings and orgasmic sensations without reservation? Its like another universe where your feelings flow in and out of you like the rays of the sun, or do you just do it to get off. The closest thing to an out of body experience. No Drugs involved, just our minds and bodies. You have to be able to let loose and make the leap into the SEX ZONE
The first time I had sexual intercourse with another man, when I was 51, I definitely entered into the state that you're talking about. Actually, it was like nothing I had ever experienced before, not while having oral sex with hundreds of guys in the prior 21 years of cocksucking. When I inserted my cock into his ass, penetrating his hole and pushing deep inside of him, I felt a feeling of connectedness with him, an overwhelming emotional--along with sexual of course--connection with him, another man, that bordered on the spiritual. It was way more powerful than the eventual orgasm I experienced inside of him. And it certainly was the opposite of having any reservations: I was overcome with the feeling that finally I understand what sex is (which I never experienced with the only woman I had ever had sex with up until that point, my first girlfriend of three years, 27-30), and I was born for this--sex with another man. I was finally in touch with the gay side of myself, and not only accepted it fully for the first time, but loved it and was very proud of it. It's only gotten better in the 12 years since.
