A Summary Of Where Things Stand Now.

I really am confused by all of this. It's been a couple of years since this ordeal. This new ordeal, this new unsolvable problem, this new form abuse. Since it began. And as far as I know no progress is being made. Not that I'd know, I'm denied all access to the legal system. But it seems I would or someone would tell me something by now. And clearly nothing is being done. I've done nothing to deserve this, I am a very good person. And it couldn't possibly be justified in my case either. I'm not a danger to myself or others and never have been. I've never even been to a jail, so why would someone think that I was? Why would I be treated this way? Especially by the police and Wayne County court? And like I read online recently, you're not supposed to hurt anyone ever in the US. Especially not with a medical treatment, psychiatric or other. So why did they do this to me? And now in addition to all this new form of ordeal and unsolvable problem, part of it is I have to be trying to figure out what the Detroit police and my guardian Eric are plotting and planning now. Just like on July 22nd when it seemed all in my life was finally peaceful and well. And just to review the abuse up till now, since September 1989 I have been denied every peaceful, happy moment I have ever tried to find in life. A walk in the park, collecting sports cards, enjoying Saganaki cheese at the convenient new restaurant, enjoying beef Wellington at that German restaurant now closed, etc., etc. All carefully and systematically denied to me one by one. I wonder looking back now if I ever enjoyed one moment of life even. And all while that was going on I was dealing with horrible threats and obvious injustices. Just like in that No Doubt video. And I told you my stance on this now. I am not tolerating anymore abuse. I expect a good quality of life now, free of ordeal and abuse. And as soon as I see abuse I will expose and stop it. I'd rather enjoy a good quality of life instead. But I'll do that if that is what I have to do.

And why is Eric so angry at me now? Why is he hurting me so much now and leaving me when I can least afford it? With no money to pay for all the damage he and police did to me with that Olanzapine and all the other forms of abuse they put me thru? Why did he break my microwave and washing machine? And why am to blame for all of that and not he? The law protects his right to do all of that? Just like with what I heard in 2004 and other times in the past, that just couldn't be. And now I am back at a dangerous level of that Olanzapine again, that medicine that I should have never been taking to begin with. And damage is being done now that can be avoided. But no one seems to care and all is going on like business as usual. The only I have are those three talking points to keep bringing up. Fate's way of giving me advice I can trust when no one else will.