Conclusions.

I am really confused by all of this. And outraged too. That lady assigned my case at that new mental health clinic I will be dealing with now told me if I were to demand Eric treat me better I would have to lose him. Even now that he is becoming more belligerent and defiant. I need his money. There is extensive damage done to my body by that Olanzapine. Damage long before I or anyone knew what was going on. Just my doctors and Wayne County Probate Court knew at that point. And now it seems to be changing or getting worse. It already was before the 7.5 mg increase. And now who knows what damage it will do to me. My doctors hint darkly, but they are restrained from telling the truth. But in short, I'll need a lot of money to deal with all of that. And there never was enough of money in the trust for me to live on to begin with. Our probate lawyer already went over all of that with me in 1997. So I guess I'll keep Eric and let him do whatever he wants. I don't know the law because I can't afford a lawyer and am denied all access to the legal system. And even if I could hire a lawyer, he'd just have to play along. And what would be the point in spending my money on that?

But one thing I won't do is be intimidated. Intimidated by Wayne County Probate Court, the Detroit police, the Detroit police 8th precinct and more. Dearborn police and Oakland County seem in on all of this. I will have to make sure they are all held accountable for their actions. Eric will have to be allowed to do as he pleases. But not them. And putting me away some place to intimidate me, limiting my access to the outside world there, falsifying legal documents by saying that I am having problems with food safety when nothing could be further from the truth, especially recently, and doing it all behind my back and on the sly. That is called obstruction of justice. That and intimidating a witness last I checked. As I told people in Sinai-Grace hospital, I will ramp up my efforts now, not slow them down. Especially since I know that's their new tactic. And so they don't think that rationale will work. Work on me or anyone in my situation. This is getting very serious now. And the damage by that 7.5 mg Olanzapine can be stopped now. Especially if it's leading to kidney failure like one of my doctors told me. I demand action. I'm done waiting for justice to happen on its own.