Conclusions.

You know like I've already told people, I won't let anyone put me in even an old age home ever now that I know. Know that I will lose all access to the outside world, know that I'll be horribly neglected, know that I will be endangered and threatened as a gay man with Cerebral Palsy, etc. So I can't afford to lose a foot or limb to neuropathy, especially now. And something is happening, it is getting worse. And I shouldn't be taking that Olanzapine to begin with. It's not morally or legally justified in the most extreme cases. And my case is nothing like that. That Olanzapine has to be lowered and stopped now. And we all know I'll never be on time for an in person appointment to have that done and it's not my fault. And we all know it is due to my handicap and there is such a thing, such a handicap (a lady at that new clinic says she never heard of a thing and there is no such handicap, one that makes you late). If I lose a hand or foot to neuropathy I still won't go even to an old age home ever. And I'll have all of the people in my life held accountable for their actions if it's the last thing I do. I promise you I will. That and expose them.

And it's just like I felt like telling the police when they were trying to take away my car for twenty years, even though I am a good driver with good insurance. Your life will go on, but mine will be destroyed. Same thing with this. I'll lose a hand or a foot and my life will be destroyed. But everyone else will just shrug their shoulders and move on. Well not if I can help it. I'll have all those bastards held accountable and exposed. Held accountable and exposed if it's the last thing I do on earth. I promise you I will. So they don't get away with it, and the world know what kind of lowlifes they all are.