Conclusions.

Right now we're at a critical point in all of this. And happens to me does affect everyone else, because an injustice for one is an injustice for all.

We all know that Olanzapine is damaging me now being back at that dangerously high dose. We know my doctors won't be allowed to warn me this time. And I have Cerebral Palsy, I shouldn't be taking that stuff to begin with. The damage will affect my functioning, my independence, my old age. Already it seems like it's getting worse. And I'm having more difficulty now swallowing for some reason. This horrible injustice has to ended immediately. But no one seems to care and no one is helping me.

And Eric can't be allowed to just walk away as my legal guardian. Not now at a time I need him most. I need a washing machine now, I am going to need expensive things with all the damage that was done and is being done to me. And he doesn't have to take care of me, he never did. All he ever had to do is sign over the occasional check, which he can easily afford. That's all. And now he treats me like this? Now he wants to leave me at the worst possible time? I'm not letting him leave now or ever. But I want him to be nicer to me. And want him to spend some time in jail to show we don't tolerate that behavior. But that lady tells me in Michigan if we did, he'd just get his way and leave. So rather than ever allow that to happen I guess I'll just have to let him walk all over me and treat me that way. Just like he and the Detroit police were treating me with the car issue. Treating me worse than they were treating criminals and people with suspended licenses in my neighborhood.

And I won't let someone put me in an old home, not even an assisted living facility, not even a place for people with dementia, not even if I need it some day. Not now that I know. Know that I'll be abused, neglected, threatened, put in danger in Detroit and I'll lose all contact with the outside world. If anyone tries to do that, I'll block them at every turn. Of course so now they'll just do it secretly, so I just won't anyone even move me from my home. If someone tries to move me from my home ever I just will stop all cooperation if that happens. And I'll be looking for that in other ways too. Because I can't allow that to happen ever.

Right now I'm being damaged, I'm being hurt, I'm being treated worse than the lowest criminal. And no one cares and nothing is being done about it. And what did I do to deserve this? I'm a very good person. The only thing I can do is spend the rest of my life fighting it. Not living any quality of life, but fighting it instead. And exposing it and making sure all involved are held accountable. For hurting and damaging a defenseless handicapped man. And for abusing a little handicapped boy. Both who were harming no one and just trying to live their lives.