Conclusions.

I just think it couldn't be more obvious this new thing is a new form of planned abuse. How could it not be? I have no proof, but I am usually right about these things. I'm permanently damaged, I'm handicapped and powerless, I have no access to the legal system. And amid all this Eric is going to cut me loose to become homeless. Or even worse I'll go to some group home where I'll be threatened and neglected, and lose all access to the outside world (but like I tell people, how will you get me in the front door?). Once again you abuse a powerless, defenseless handicapped person who is just trying to live his life. All of it starting when I was a little boy, people started mentally abusing me. Mentally abusing a little handicapped child who was just trying to live his life. Calling me ugly, making me think people could tell I was ugly on the phone. Making me think my ugliness could restore sight to the blind, making me think Halloween masks couldn't hide it. To the point I lost the will to live by high school. And like in the Frank Murphy Hall of Justice during my field trip in the fall of 1981, with that random witness on the witness stand.

But my new strategy is clear. I am going to expose all of them. And now I only asked for them to allow me to live my life in peace. And this is my answer isn't it? And they think there's nothing I can do. No there isn't. I can still spend the rest of my life fighting it, instead of living the rest of my life in peace. And I can expose it, and expose each one of them by name. All I was ever unsure if is whether I can tell the public. Unsure in 1989, 1992, 1995, 2004 and so forth. And I know now. I know I can. And if the public is hesitant to believe me, I just give them the evidence. Dates, times, documents, direct quotes.

As I said, I wanted to live the rest of my life in peace. But I guess instead I'll be spending it doing this. So be it. And if there's any justice or irony in this world, poetic or otherwise, maybe all of them will get what you deserve some day for doing this to me.