Dealing With My Issues.

I was also going talk about the general subject of my receiving assistance. Not just physical assistance, which would be nice now and which I may need more of later. But just some of the counseling and advice that I sometimes need and could have gotten early on. Right now some advice with dealing with the mobility issues that come from my neuropathy, which is obviously in my hands now especially the right one. Also I have Cerebral Palsy, some personality disorder (not full-blown Schizophrenia, which my psychiatrist finally admitted to before he dropped me), obviously some form of autism one doctor told me and probably a couple of other things too it seems. Just ways of dealing with issues of day to day life. Like when I learned how to drive, they said that you know you have safely passed someone when you see them in your rear view mirror. I found that to be good advice, but I also found the rear view mirror would be enough. I don't think I have any problems on the road that would be an issue. But like I told my 2022 therapist if I have a problem of any kind I will work on it and solve it immediately. I can still feel the gas pedal fine with boots on, but I don't know how long that will be because no one is allowed to tell me anything. And I have seemed to have some problems judging time and timing. Minor I think, but I know there are ways to deal with that. For speed I don't seem to have too big of a problem. Just don't be impatient and if it's a busy road, stay behind the person in front of you and don't pass them unless perhaps they are going way too slow. I know looking up and down at the speedometer is not a problem and never was. But that is impractical on busy roads or in most situations. I also was hoping to get a new car soon with a blind spot detector before Eric left me. But anyways in short I just sometimes wonder I was diagnosed early on, maybe there wasn't someone who'd give me instructions in all of this. Because it does bring new meaning to the lyric from my favorite song that all these years this has been going on I have been standing all alone. All alone with no one to help me in these situations, some of them very serious, I have found myself in. And usually having to find my own solutions to even day to day issues like above.