Important Conclusions.

I still can't understand why we are at this impasse now. There was never enough money in the trust to begin with. And now I'm going need expensive things. Expensive things for handicaps I never knew I had till 2011. Expensive things for all the damage that I never knew was being done by that Olanzapine. And I told you I vowed long ago that I will always have a car, that is not negotiable. I vowed that 20 years ago when that ordeal began suddenly and for no apparent reason with the police and first responders. And now it's vital for my safety and security now that my neighbors were told two terrible, untrue things about me and we don't know what came of that rumor. And now I see the importance of that with consent and access to the outside world, which is probably part of the reason why the police and EMT's were thinking of that. All Eric had to do was occasionally sign a check, and that's all he ever did. And now he wants to leave me high and dry in this situation? Now Eric deliberately vandalizes my washing machine and microwave when I can least avoid to lose it? And my case worker tells me in Michigan we reward that predatory behavior?

No we don't. Eric at least will go to jail as an example to others. And he will if it's the last thing I do on earth.

And now my feet symptoms may be changing. My urine still has a strong smell to it. Something is very wrong there. And one doctor tells me it's kidney failure. This is reaching a desperate level and something needs to be done. And it starts with Eric at least being arrested.