Just Now.

Eric just called now to inform me he's leaving as guardian for good. He also says everything that happened was my fault. If you'll remember, this all started a couple of years ago when my doctors warned me Eric was secretly my guardian and was misusing his power over me. I don't recall anything here in any way being my fault or anyone other than Eric saying that. As I said before, I need Eric's money to live on. There just isn't enough in the trust, there never was. And I will need many unforeseen expenses in the future. Things related to the unseen damage that was done to me by that Olanzapine. And now at some new phase where I at a dangerously high dose of it again. I have to deal with that now. And I will always need a car. There is no other way for me to take care of myself. Eric pointed out that I can get a job. But I've never worked and I really don't think I can. But I guess I can try if I have no choice. But I'll have no time for myself. I'll probably have no time to sleep or eat either.

Eric can't be allowed to leave the trust. Someone has to help me now I am in a very desperate situation. And I have absolutely no friends or family right at this moment.