More Conclusions.

That level of Olanzapine I am on now, 7.5 mg, is dangerously high again. And I think it might already be causing damage to my feet again. I don't know, because my doctors would never be allowed to tell me this time anyways.

I shouldn't be taking that Olanzapine at all with Cerebral Palsy. And I certainly shouldn't be back at dangerously high levels again. And that two-week inpatient was obviously to intimidate me. But I am stronger than people think. And I am not a danger to myself or others. They could never keep me that long any place, even to intimidate me. First of all, that dangerously high level has to be changed immediately. Back to 2.5 mg at least. And then after that, I have to taken off all those dangerous antipsychotic drugs. A person with Cerebral Palsy should just never take them. And the damage they did was already permanent and can't be reversed. And the class of antipsychotics that cause akathisia leave me a virtual invalid. Which I read online would be even worse than it was in high school for me, now that I am older. And even that other class of antipsychotics causes high sugar and weight gain, they are not really an option. Plus I am stable now.

Like I said, I'll give it a little time. And then I'll have to take affirmative steps myself to deal with this situation. But I clearly have the upper hand because I am not a danger to myself or others to begin with. So intimidating me like that has limits. And whatever happened, even if someone put me in inpatient longer than two weeks, I'd never blame myself because I'd always knew I did the right thing. And also the secrecy here, like my therapist has already made clear, is to hide the mistakes and wrongdoing of others, not me. So I have nothing to fear with that either. The public will always support me no matter what, and I will always work to expose this more and more. Expose the horrible thing that was done to me and that is being done to me now. Like I said, I want that Olanzapine lowered again. And then I want to be taken off it for good.