More Conclusions.

I was also going to point out while I remember, there are more reasons why it is so vital I always have a car. One is, I really have no friends of family. I know my psychiatrist told me around 2013 that if he took away my car even though I was good driver it wouldn't matter because then Eric would be my chauffeur. Eric would never be my chauffeur because I could count on him in an emergency. Plus he rarely ever even goes into to Detroit. He tries to avoid it and he tries to avoid me. And I have problems with organizing my time and being late. I've had those problems all my life and they are made worse now by the fact I am getting old. And I have mobility issues brought on by years of unknown damage from that Olanzapine and complicated by my Cerebral Palsy. Plus there's the element of danger coupled with the late hours I keep. I can't legally own a gun so it would be dangerous for me to be walking out late at night like I would that way. Dangerous walking out at all really, especially now that a rumor has been spread about those two horrible, untrue things about me. It just was ridiculous and impossible for me to live without a car. That one actually started around 1995 as another form of mental abuse like I said. And then it took off more in 2004 when I attempted suicide. Attempted suicide brought on by the years of mental abuse ironically. And then leading to more mental abuse in 2004 starting at Sinai-Grace hospital, not less. More mental abuse that almost ended tragically a couple of time like I said.

I know my neighbors and my cousin Eric are still thinking about taking away my car last I heard. Eric did change his tune a little about that last we talked about it. But now he wants to abandon me having much the same effect. The trust could never pay for things like a nice car. Let along one with hand pedals or any of the features I might need for that. Only Eric could. And now he wants to abandon me and set me free. I also wanted to point out if I haven't, his choice of vandalizing my washing machine and microwave were no accident. I rely on both of them more than anything. He said there was a busted pipe in my basement. But that doesn't make any sense. Why would a busted pipe in my basement break the microwave way upstairs in my kitchen? Like I said, someone obviously destroyed it. I think Eric destroyed the microwave by jerry-rigging it putting a metal object in it. I don't know because I was not home, but that seems like what happened. And then to be a further jerk he leaves now at the worst possible time almost killing my cats too. (As I told people, when I called him up the first day from the hospital asking him what was going to happen to my cats he abruptly hung up in my ear.)

But as I said, only Eric could afford a car. And I am not letting anyone put me in a group home. If anyone tried I'd block them at every turn and never even walk in the front door if it came to that. Because once I walked in the front door they'd lock it behind me and I'd lose all contact with the outside world. And I still think in addition to being forced to stay and take better care of me Eric should face legal consequences for all that he did. I don't think the law in Michigan supports what he did because that's just impossible.