More Conclusions.

Like I said, this new form of abuse has all the hallmarks of the forms of abuse in the past. Horrible injustices and things that are horrible unfair. Things that just couldn't be true, like that Eric would treat me the way he does and then obviously deliberately destroy my washing machine and microwave and then the law would support him. And allow him to take a vacation at the worst time and abandon me at the worse possible time. Horrible possibilities and outcomes, becoming homeless when he does. Like Oakwood Hospital told me in September 1989 that I would face a fate worse than a lifetime of unbearable pain. Things that sound too horrible to be true, people not listening to me or helping in anyway. And unequal treatment. Me being treated by people like I have no worth in their eyes, like I have no rights. Like they put me in a different category than their fellow man. Even lower than a criminal. Like the car thing, which was just a clever new, horrible, violent threat as I said. And now this is taken to a whole new frightening level never done before, with the permanent damage to my feet and hands. That will require lifelong special care, maybe a special car someday. Care complicated by me preexisting Cerebral Palsy, which like I said people in my life always knew about. Abusing me as a child no physical damage was ever done. But now that has all changed. And no one cares, no one is going to help me. And I'm put on a high new dose of Olanzapine, when I never should have taken it at all to begin with. It was never even necessary because I was never been a danger to myself or others. I've never even been in jail. And I didn't know the harm that it as doing in the past, but the harm can be prevented now. Criminals at least have the right to know the harm being done to them and to protect themselves. But I am below that.

And now I am left to face this all for the rest of my life. Face and it fight it, never knowing when it is really over. I would have preferred to spend the rest of my life in peace and quiet, after a lifetime of abuse that started when I was a child still. But instead I will spend it fighting this. Fighting and exposing it all till the day I die like I said. When all anyone ever had to do since the day I was born was just leave me alone and allow me to live my life.