More Conclusions.

And also I was going to say on the subject of what I know for certain. (I know some people have accused me even now of imagining things. I haven't imagined anything, though my explanation of things may have been wrong at first. And I have shared all my experiences here, people can always judge for themselves what really happened if they think I am wrong. Besides if you have been following this, when people accuse me of imagining things is always or almost always because they are hurting me.) But the things I know for certain are from what my doctors have told me and what more than one person has said. Besides the fact Eric is and obviously is my secret legal guardian, no matter how much he continues to deny it, and the fact I have Cerebral Palsy, according to my neurologist from an EEG he took in 2011, the following I know for sure. And it is very disturbing.

I have to be taken off that Olanzapine. And first and foremost all my medical consent has to be restored to me, immediately. As I've said, I thought that was the thing that was going to happen first thing, but so far nothing has happened at all with that. But that Olanzapine has damaged me and a damaged me permanently. A person with Cerebral Palsy should never take. It's a dangerous drug to begin with, and really no one should take it unless clearly justified. Let alone when all the people involved, including Wayne County Probate Court and the police (which my former therapist seems to indicate have been involved in my life some time now, even though I've never been in trouble with the law or a danger to myself), know that it is spiking my blood sugar, causing Type 2 Diabetes and the neuropathy, which all began at least 10-15 years ago like I said. It's not justified for dangerous mental patients, you could never force a dangerous criminal to take it. He could always refuse it, at least in a place like prison. And the nurse practitioner that I am now seeing pretty much verified that even a very small dose of it would continue to damage me. There was about a 50% chance it would she said, which I think really means hundred. And this is all complicated by the fact this is becoming the exploitation and abuse of an old man now, an old man who has been handicapped since birth. One who never wanted much in life and never asked for much, but who was always the focus of people's cruelty and things like homophobia, as they tried to prove themselves right about whatever they were trying to say about me. All while ignoring my rights and treating me like an object. And in a place like an old age home or a hospital, if I ever end of there again, I'd have no choice but to take it. They have to stop it all now, including the hurtful lying and denial of responsibility.

But as I said previously, now I guess I will have to find a new authority to submit my claims to. I'd rather just relax and enjoy the limited years they have left me with. But the judicial tenure commission is just teasing me too, like Judge Milton Mack. Maybe not the way he did, but I mean they are not part of any agency that oversees whatever is going on in that court, they are just part of it I now know. So I don't know who would be left to submit these claims and all the evidence I am collecting to. I am denied all access to the legal system. Like I said, if I was a criminal at least I'd have more rights.