More Conclusions.

Also like I keep telling doctors and others, there's something wrong with me now. Possibly something very wrong, I honestly don't know. I only know my doctors are under order from the court to lie to me. About the nerve damage, and Cerebral Palsy diagnosis from 2011 for some reason. I haven't been out of the house in over a week. (It' very cold now, so I really don't wish to be out if I can help it. They say it's going to warm up in early February.) I'm very tired all the time. I can get things done around the house, especially necessary stuff like cleaning. But something seems not right, maybe even very wrong like I said. And my urine has a very strong smell to it still. I know they drew blood at Sinai-Grace Hospital last Summer. And they must have seen what was wrong in that. I don't know though, because they never told me the results. Like I keep saying, after a lifetime of abuse I am entering my elderly years. And I won't have much quality of life if they allow damage that happening now to continue. And when I say I need help or they need to change what they are doing, I don't mean by leading me away in cuffs when I am just trying to relax like they did last July. That kind of approach doesn't help anyone. It shows what kind of people they are, but I think the public all know that now anyways. So I think they have to stop. And like I said I suspect there's something wrong with me, internally this time, they are hiding from everyone again.