More Conclusions.

Like I said, my former therapist finally revealed to me that the police have been watching me for years now. He didn't say why but agrees it's obviously ridiculous. And makes no sense just when you look at the facts. I have never been in trouble with the law. I've never spent the night in jail, I rarely get traffic tickets. I would say on average I am very law-abiding. But I certainly don't live in a city that on average is. Most people here have no auto insurance, rapes and murders go unsolved, and even around me I see it. People ignoring the law, people breaking the law, people thumbing their nose to the law in all kinds of ways. Really those are the people who deserve to be treated that way, treated all the ways I was up till now, starting in childhood as I said. When Andrew Long wanted me put in juvenile hall because he somehow found out I thought he was attractive, even though I never told him. I don't come from an outlaw family, I never thought of myself as evil or having criminal tendencies. And yet I am treated this way. Abused, threatened and endangered. And now damaged for life with all my means of help and support taken away from me, because I complained, and because I won't just settle down and accept their lies. And some police or guards who I guess are probably cops have already expressed their disdain for me in some places, apparently meaning they are against me or support them in all of this. And on top of that I'll never know when this is over. I'll never know when any of it is over. I've spent my whole life being abuse like this, with many years of my life taken from me like that. And in the past couple of years they haven't even had the decency to lie to me. Lie to me and tell me something was being done or that matter was resolved, Eric is no longer my secret guardian or I don't have to worry about them secretly harming me anymore.