More Conclusions.

Like I've said, my doctors are helping very little or not at all with my many special problems. My problems due to Cerebral Palsy with my number one and two functions, and my many other problems from that. I don't even know what those problems are, because I am not a doctor. My neurologist diagnosed me with Cerebral Palsy in 2011. From birth trauma as I said. I didn't imagine it, and I don't know why all my doctors are denying it or what they would have to gain from doing that. I just know people like that have a lot of special needs. Needs that should have been addressed when I was a child, needs that could be complicated if I lost use of my feet. And things like that that would jeopardize my independence. Like I said, I refuse to ever go to a group home. Some medical staff in my life have already said without feet I wouldn't be able to drive at all, which is a strange thing to say for people who are supposed to be helping me. Just like they did in 2004 when I went to Sinai-Grace hospital and all I needed was some help and assurance, but instead they started a seven year long dark chapter in my life that almost ended tragically. No, no one is really helping me at all. There might be something going on with my feet even now. I don't know because no one is telling me anything, they are obviously all coerced into silence or lying again. And I have to handle everything by myself, like my recent flat tire. It would be nice to have things like special shoes for driving, something that would help me do that for a while. I am still able to use boots and winter boots I recently bought, because those are the only ones I have that fit now and that I can use. But I don't know how long that will last. And I don't know what I'd do in an emergency with that, like with my flat tire recently. I keep thinking perhaps people diligently working behind the scenes to help me while all of this is happening. But I really have reason to believe that is happening. All of this is so very wrong, that people could do this to anyone, especially one who did nothing wrong, and normally they would be held accountable legally for all of it and have to pay me damages. But that isn't the case, and the secrecy is obviously the cause of that. And it shows what kind of people they are. Eric, my doctors, that court and all the other people who took part in it for years. Like the police who not only supported it, but thought I should lose my car and be in danger on top of that. Even though I am one of the few people in Detroit who really even has the legal right to drive. This all seems very wrong to me and I can't believe how it is continuing and how little all involved seem to care, and how little or nothing is being done about it. Like I said, it must be happening to other people, they just don't know. Or maybe there is no such thing as secret legal guardians, as one lawyer online told me, which makes no sense. Why would they be doing something like that to just me?

And now I am losing more and more, and am on the threshold of losing everything, which like I said is what those people wanted who wished me tragedy for years. My Uncle Al, the police, that homophobic staff at Sinai-Grace in 2004, etc. who told me they wished me tragedy and told me for years they wanted me put away some place, whatever place they could find they said, because they thought I had life too good. But if nothing else I do know, I am going to spend the rest of my life exposing them. And I will do that no matter how this situation turns out. Exposing all of them, exposing everything they did, from childhood if that's where it began, expose all the ways it almost ended in tragedy, expose all the years of my life they took from me that way. Because I did nothing wrong, I did nothing to deserve this, and I am not the kind of person they are. And as I do all this, I enter my elderly years and face the fate of being alone to deal with that along with the rest.