More Conclusions.

Anyways, my cousin Eric and others think I should "stop". And I told you early on what that means, it means I do it all the more. It's my theory of exponential growth solution to dealing with situations where I am hopeless and there is no solution. And I am in one of those now. One now that will never end, even if they told me it had. One I did nothing to deserve, one no one could deserve. By people like police and paramedics who we thought are there to help, but who instead do things like this. Exploit and harm poor handicapped people like me who were just trying to live their lives, since I was a child. But all these years later they still won't let me. Abuse and harm with medicine, in the worst way possible, secretly, which you couldn't do to the worst felon. And then added to that by saying that I should lose my car. While I lived in a neighborhood of crime, abuse and people who more fit that description than I ever will. Even though I am a good person and a good driver, and the car was what made my life possible, my life would be in danger without one, until that guard was killed in 2013. And all while they continue doing it. They haven't made the slightest amends for these years of abuse and unequal treatment, they haven't even tried to regain my trust, they haven't taken the slightest responsibility for what they've done. I always heard the police would be the first to take responsibility for their crimes, if they were good cops. I guess I was wrong about both. And now I am left here abandoned and alone, where I could possible really lose it all, just like they always wanted. Because I had life too good, I had a few moments of happiness, I was a success story of a person like that. But although I will never have peace, although this will never truly be over, though I will never find true happiness, though I've searched for it since high school, when all I ever wanted were the simplest things in life, I can spend the rest of my life exposing them. All of them, and whoever else they did this to. Exposing them, having them face some real justice, and protecting the public from those wolves in sheep's clothing. Because I think that is why I was put here. My life could have ended tragically many times, ended tragically many times because of the abuse they did to me. But it didn't so I could spend it doing this, uncovering their crimes and exposing them.