More On My Case.

I was at my eye doctor yesterday, and she said something interesting. She said I do have Type 2 Diabetes and I am still diagnosed with it. Like I told you, she was the one who said I was over it somehow. She also said something odd. I told her I was told I was over it, and she said but I was still taking three diabetic meds for it. And that I wouldn't be taking them otherwise because a person really shouldn't be taking meds like that unless they absolutely needed it. All of that is very odd and doesn't make sense, and clearly establishes again that my doctors lie to me, even about important matters. And another thing came up there yesterday. My eye pressure was a little elevated again. 16 was the number she gave, I think. And the tech told me I have to take it at bedtime, exactly as prescribed. I explained to her I've been taking those eye drops for decades now, and I told doctors early on. My bedtime differs every night. And I fall asleep when I fall asleep. If I did as they suggest, I'd really end up taking it less and accidentally skipping a couple of doses. I take it every late afternoon, and don't seem to ever skip a dose that way. I even have a complex system of making notes and flipping notes over to make sure I took it that way. And it's been working. And my other doctors have told me they agree that works best for me, so continue to do it that way. But that seems to be a problem. Doctors getting preachy with me and making unreasonable demands, which sometimes have the opposite effect anyways, and then I explain it to them. But they often ignore me that way. My former psychiatrist told me he expects me to take a shower every other day. I have problems of organization and planning, managing my time and many other problems I didn't even learn until 2011 were caused by Cerebral Palsy and probably a couple of other things, one doctor even told me. And yet that order remained long after 2011 and still is in place. I take a water shower once a week, and a give myself a waterless shower, or sponge bath as I call it, with rubbing alcohol as I started 20 years ago, and now special shower wipes I got from Amazon for people who have trouble showering. And as I explained to the couple that worked for me starting 2011, if I did as directed, shower every other day, it would again have the opposite effect. I've tried that, and I can keep it up for a couple of weeks. But then it has the opposite effect eventually. But they wouldn't listen to me and told me firmly the order still stands. Also that couple that worked for me told me that I am under orders, from them I guess, to keep the passenger side of my car in a constant state of readiness for a guest passenger. As I explained to them, I never have any guest passengers. The lady of that couple, who as I told you seemed to test me once to see if I was distracted talking and driving as she told me (which test I passed with flying colors, as I also said), told me no. I also told them that it is better having clutter, if you want to call it that, in my car. Everything is within reach. All the important things I might need, all the things I might fumble for one day like a napkin perhaps. There just is no food there or anything blocking my windows. And plus like I told people recently, if I had to get out now in my present state in the winter to get something, I'd be more likely to slip on the ice now, with my beginning of mobility issues and other problems that I can't figure out even, because it's a secret they tell me. But no, she told me. Your new orders are that the passenger seat must be kept in a constant state of readiness for a guest, even at 3 AM she said, even when your car is in the driveway, or you lose the car.

Bizarre orders that have the opposite effect and even endanger me, with threats like that. And like I said I am entering my old age now, no one is helping me, and it's still going on.