The Future.

I consider people saying now that I have to accept Eric's abuse or he'll leave me, a new form of abuse. And as I said, I'm ending all forms of abuse in my life, all of them. Ending them, fighting them and exposing them.

And this has taken a troubling new turn. I have to accept the abuse or I will be severely penalized. I am ending and exposing that too.

And I am going to look into it and see. I have to accept the abuse or I'll be punished. That couldn't be true. So I will start submitting that in monthly patient's rights complaints and demand it be looked into. But I guess I'll accept it for now. Because if Eric left me I would end up homeless immediately. Homeless, in need of multiple medications, and handicapped.

But I am going to start fighting and exposing that one right now. And then I want there to be no more clever forms of abuse after that. Because I'll be watching and I am prepared to fight it all.

I was also going to comment in general about the homophobia I have experienced over the years where I live. Just for the record, I think there are still isolated cases of gay and LGBTQ+ attacks in Michigan. And they all seemed to have happened in Detroit. But I agree they are rare. But I was threatened by almost all my room mates while at DMC Sinai-Grace in my recent stay. The staff even made a couple of anti-gay remarks. And the suicidal ideation that began in 2004 and almost ended tragically on more than one occassion began in Sinai-Grace in April of that year. Anti-gay rhetoric and attacks, with a staff member who told us all his antigay views while we were in the TV room. Seems odd I agree. But we do have a lot of social problems in Detroit. And lack of law enforcement probably has a lot do with it.