To Repeat.

I know I am saying a lot in a short span of time today, but I wanted to say all this while I remember. And this is partly repeating what I said too.

I don't want to ever be in a psychiatric inpatient ever again, of any kind. It was never necessary, it was never appropriate for me and it was almost always abusive. Abusive and leading to many sad periods in my life, more than once. If anyone thinks I have a tendency to become desperate, or think that suicide would the be only option. Only option than a lifetime of abuse or a lifetime of unbearable side effects in a mental hospital, then this is what I say. The solution to that is simple, and there is only one solution. And no, my accepting your abuse like that poor blind woman Evalyn is not the solution. It never was and I never thought it was. The solution is that all people involved take responsibility for what that they did, publicly admit to what they did and face some real charges and are held accountable for all that they did. To me, and to whomever else they did this to. Especially if those cases ended tragically. And if you don't and if you refuse, I will spend the rest of my life, what I have left of it, exposing you. Exposing you all. I'd rather spend the rest of my life having some quality of life after all the years you all took away from me. But I'd rather do that then have this continue or see you all get away with that.