Unchat My Heart...lets go get stoned

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Thanks Rolling. My toe will be okay, just hurts in my boots. Dog will be fine I think. I'll rest him a week and if still injured we'll go to the vet. He's just so hard headed that normally he won't let anything slow him down but maybe he's getting old now lol. He's like 30 years in dog years now.

 

I certainly do apologize that you feel that way sir and will pass your concerns to management

 

I hope he didn't hurt his knee like Piper did.

 

Somewhere in the leg I'd say. When you rub his thigh I guess, he doesn't like it.

 

one of two things is going to happen and it better happen now....either you put a supervisor on the phone or you send your technician here to remove your equipment from my property....you cam pick it up at the end of the driveway...i'm tired of this shit...I upgraded my package 48 hours ago and you have me throttled again already.....no email...no notification....nothing





see mel my problem usually isn't that I am wrong....its that I raise my voice unknowingly....I don't really mean to....just get carried away is all

but ii am aware now and shouldnt have a problem changing my methods

 

I hope it's not this: What Dog Owners Need to Know about Canine Cruciate Ligament Injuries

 

No point worrying myself with anything on the internet at this stage, Aeri. he's a German Shepherd, energetic and rough and tumble. He probably just pulled a muscle or banged a hip going for a ball at 100%. I've taken away his balls so he's not running around playing soccer and we'll see how he is in a week. Definitely not the first time he's come home with an injury, definitely won't be the last time either.

 

zzzzz's

 

Someone asked me if we had any "saddies" and I'm like no? What are they? Like a zip lock bag they said. A zip lock bag, well I got them why don't you just say that.. Lol. Anyway goes on to explain its what drug dealers called them back in their generation. I said well we call the zip lock now, and for drug deals, I call them zigzaggies.

 

I am exactly the same ! people think you are angry and aggressive when your not

Windows 10 Sucks dick though I went back to 8

 

I'm back for one minute (or so)...my problem is SUDDENLY (as of Wednesday the day before Thanksgiving) I came down with some awful horrible hemorrhoids...out of nowhere. Just to go ahead and make sure I'm giving tmi - I had a BM Tuesday...but Wednesday damn if I didn't push out my whole damn rectum. DEAR GOD!!!! I've broken bones, been depressed enough to want to die, had my heart broken into tiny shattered pieces, had my back hurt so bad I couldn't move and gone through acupuncture for 2 yrs and FUCK me if this is not the worse thing I've been through! I spend Wednesday night on the floor of the bathroom (yes it needs cleaning!) just miserable and thinking my body or I would come up with something to help...neither I nor my body came up with anything.

Saturday night my bff took me to the hospital where they were actually snappy quick to see me...they gave me 2 scripts (for suppositories and one tube) that "only" cost over $80. lol I'm doing one hair better now...I lay down early because laying down is the ONLY way I get any relief...and away from Mama...just to let y'all know (sort of) how she is...she knew LuAnn was taking me to the hospital Sat night and that I HAD to be miserable to even want to go much less suggest it...but guess what that bitch was worried about - she wanted LuAnn "if you could just stop and get me some UNsalted CASHEWS". LuAnn just looked at her and said I'm taking Lynn to the hospital. smh The secret to long life in my mother's family is you think about yourself AT ALL TIMES!!!!!

So...afterwards we were at the pharmacy (CVS) and guess what they had - yep some damn unsalted cashews. I got her 3 large cans at around $50! ha Of course she wasn't all that interested in me (the person that has to do ALL for her) but she was loving those cashews. My most thrilling part of the night was telling her they cost around $50 and my meds were a little over $80. She goes NOOOOO (about her cashews not being as cheap as she wanted)...I told her she might could shut her mouth for a couple of weeks...she said she'd not say another word. And that was yet another lie out of her mouth.

I know lots and lots of y'all have great mothers or had great mothers - and please know and understand that I ENVY you all. I, however, do not have a "great" (or even good) mother. She is right upon occasion but then a broken clock tells the right time twice a day. My father died at age 39 from his 3rd heart attack after marrying her and I will forever and ever believe she drove him to the point of stress that it literally burst his heart. Hell my brother moved across the country to get away from her.

Her redeeming attribute (if you want to call it that) is that she is so naive and totally self-absorbed that I don't think she has even the slightest idea how horrible she is. Anybody or thing that offends or threatens her EXTREMELY GOOD self-worth is immediately discounted out of hand, and she has never once considered she needs to change a single thing.

What a horrible way to be...which is not unlike #45...whom her broken clock is right about - she can't stand him. lol

so that's my story...now its time to go crap out some fire and broken glass.

 

High fiber diet Lynn, will really help soften your BM.

Avoid those cashews lol. Avoid nuts of all kinds.

 

lol you can imagine where I'd like to put her cashews. Of course I've read and read and read all sorts of stuff (crap) about high fiber and what to eat and not to eat with my "condition" and it keeps recommending walnuts. Thus far, I've just eaten some beans.

I LOVE food - particularly pizza and cheezy things...guess that's out for me now. good grief...everything I really love to eat is exactly what I can't eat now.

 

Its true though.

As long as you dont smoke, abuse drugs or grow up with sugar all day you be ok.

Why people get to live to some ages and others don't is really hard for me to wrap my mind around. I see it everyday im at work.

131 I take care of at work is our oldest guy. He is 98, will be 99 in march and he still strait up kicking it.

A pattern I have noticed is all the people who are 90+ strait up don't give a fuck. I say that because they don't stress about anything. I honestly believe these people haven't stressed about much their entire life, cause they don't dwell on anything

Stress will KILL YOU. I talk to 150 every night before I go home for 20 or 30 minutes cause she is a night owl. She tells me sad fucking stories, but why stress over it? She has never been in a bad mood with me. She is 97

Then down the hall you have 129 who is stressed the fuck out losing weight and dying. She is 76. Dying of stress.



Live it up and not give a fuck!

 

Stir Fry! No pasta, just brown rice!

 

ewww that xfiles was nasty

 

Brown rice lol. One of the cheap meals my dad used to make was brown rice, but he didn't like brown rice so he used white rice and then mixed sauce and mince through it to make it all brown.
I still make it. I add olives and cheese, it's best with melted cheese. Like a big taco filling, but rice.

 

White rice is brown before its stripped of all nutritional value.

White rice is damn good but brown rice is where its at.

 

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