What's Happening?

I'm sad.

Kittens are dying.

 

Sorry Aeri

 

Thanks, Irmi.

I'll let them stay piled up with the mom for a little while longer and then I'll go check on the one that's bad off.

 

That's sad. Happened to me once. Premature kittens. They all died.

I have a bottle of fluid to moisten my contact lenses. I also have bottles of juice for my vape which are exactly the same size. Well I picked up the vape juice and squirted it into my eye instead of the contact lense fluid. Boy did it sting!

 

I LOL'd ...... Does This Make Me A "Bad Man"...???...



Cheers Glen.

 

No. I'm glad to be of some amusement.

 

Im about to sleep like a little baby

 

what vape flavor are you on? I have peach but im getting over it. I ordered ummm.. mixed berry last week so waiting on that

 

Grandma's Apple Pie flavour

 

And there's some thc in there too? Or just flavor?

 

I did this a couple of years ago when I had eye drops for an infection. It does hurt!!!

 

I want to go back to bed so badly!

 

What's really going on, Irmi? I thought you were being who you are here on HF? I thought you were having a good time, at least it seemed that way. What is it that you feel is missing, or what truly needs to change about you? I like Irmi the way she is.

 

Yesterday, my daughter-in-law gave me an early birthday present!

It's a beautiful mixed plant basket with Lantana, Coleus, Impatiens, and several other grasses and green plants in it.

I love it.

 

I'm not too sure yet I haven't figured that part out. I feel like I'm missing something to fire me up and get passionate about cause I'm good for that. gotta be fired up about something. Life's too short not to be fired up.

NASCAR is on, so stuffs cool for the next 4 hours, well, unless my horses don't run well. then I'm gonna probably be pissed off. maybe fired up.

 

Maybe you need something to balance that energy. It's good to be fired up, but we also need those things that calm us down. Meditation, yoga, or something. When you aren't fired up, instead of coming back down slowly to a level plane, you bottom out and crash through the floor emotionally.

 

Yeah, that actually sounds very familiar. Though that is what bipolar actually does and is, I think lots of people think it's like akin to split personalities, but it's more like sudden highs and lows with no middle ground. I'm either up there enjoying my life, or down there trying to get back up. Lol. It's a wash of unstable emotions that make one swing through moods that would seem like a split personality. I think. Well that's what doctor explained to me.

And I feel constantly hungry at the moment to. I don't want to eat because I don't want to put on weight before the wedding, but I'm always hungry. Ahhhhh!

 

About to see ministry.

 

Jesus built my car
It's a love affair
Mainly Jesus and my hot rod
Yeah, fuck it!

 

Way back when a friend said "go see them, they are retiring" I was like "yeah they all say that, they will be back...13 years later...im not taking a chance on missing them this time.