imagination motivates me. nothing about anything that looks human does, and i don't really understand how anything that looks human motivates anyone else. mundaneness robbs my of my calming imagination and demotivates me by doing so. even money is only motivation when i can spend it on tools and toys i can use as tools, things to create and explore with. all these ugly crap things about humans, i just don't get it. trees and cats and trains, but why even humans at all. survival of course motivates me. exactly enough to survive. no more no less. only imagination, of my own kind of world, of every kind of constructed space being different and most of them maze like.
doesn't that make it their own problem if they do? i mean now that they no longer lock people up for looking or believing differently then themselves. (as they were still doing when i was little. that's the one good thing raygun did, was to put a stop to doing that)
Looking in the mirror and thinking "There are less days ahead for those 15 minutes to happen - today, could be the day"