the only thing that would motivate me is the kind of world i would like to live in. knowing there are so many people who do not want anyone to even consider the possibility of weather they would like to or not, is what keeps me demotivated. it doesn't make me suicidal because there is always more to see and enjoy inspite of this, but it does keep me demotivated.
I'm motivated by not wanted to make the same mistakes again and again. I also like the quote, "Through Perseverance Comes Victory" - Napolean Bonaparte
You can't get up if you've never been pushed Just like you can't get to the top if you never start the climb.
Worrying about the "what if's" is like riding a rocking horse. It will give you something to do but won't actually get you anywhere.