Cumming for an audiance

I would love to cum in front of people

 

So do I it’s awesome and I love the looks on their face we I cum !!

 

The only issues with that, is abstaining for a long time so that we can muster up a Giant load lol

Since I masturbate between 3-7 times a day loads arnt that big lol

 

I masturbate up to 9 times a day and I know what you mean.

 

Are those all edging sessions?

Yeah I probably can reach upwards close to 9 to.....but right now I have no choice but to abstain, cause I'm pretty sure that I developed scar tissue on my underside and it's paining right now.

 

That’s stroking hard and fast and cumin I can cumin three to four times in a roll . And once I start I keep going!!

 

"IMPRESSIVE, MOST IMPRESSIVE" lol

Yeah I can do the same but when I do that my penis is semi and not full erect if I choose to go again after I cum....which is probably right I have scar tissue cause I exhibit more pressure on my penis cause I'm not fully hard.

 

You have to be careful

 

Ohhh I know,

 

That can be really bad if you don’t be careful!!!

 

Speaking from experience?

 

Yes

 

Good to know

 

I enjoy camming. I mastubate for people

 

Cool

 

What sites do people cam on, can you just watch or do you have to participate?

 

I love to masturbate for people and I love the looks on their faces when i shoot my load of cum

 

For an audience? OMG - It's an obsession. I am SO turned on at the thought of giving a show that I at times I actually have no control to say no. If a woman is looking in on me from across the street, as my situation was when I was living in NY across the street from a hotel, I WILL get naked in a second. No interest in shocking, I make sure to hide any indication I know she sees me as I take to being an object of entertainment. Because it is a hotel, I've had the opportunity to do this hundreds of times, sometimes, all day. In that way - the obsessive part - it was a problem. I did have a life to get to. And the girlfriend was NOT happy about it.

I'm not there any longer. I miss it. And I'm also happy it isn't in my life as such a distraction. But good god - I'd be so appreciative of any interest to just witness me aroused. I mean - wow - isn't that a great thing to be for each of us, in the company of each other - aroused, just appreciative of the arousal. A willing audience, an enthusiastic audience made me feel accepted, appreciated, and most of all - love for just being alive. The sight of arousal. Why is that anything but welcomed? Why not? Good grief we are soooo focused on orgasms. Isn't just feeling beautiful amazing by itself. And I feel amazing when my cock is hard. I feel amazing when people (men too) enjoy seeing me excited. I return the favor and watch we I'm asked. It's only polite. Isn't it?

I'm married now. She loves to watch TV and drive me completely nuts, watch me, play - for hours until I'm just climbing the walls. Loves me climbing the walls. And for days - I'm blissfully horny as hell.

I used to feel like there was a lot wrong with me. Like, why aren't others like this? Now? I'm pretty sure everyone else are the one's damaged and I'm a genius to figure it out. Well - that - and yea - I was soundly ignored as a child leaving only sexual feelings to be the positive experience in life. So I was sexualized very early on. Yes - that's not the normal path and nor the advised - but coming to terms with it - that takes some work.

 

It's good to be able to take a break - and heal. I had that happen when I was in high-school. Didn't know anything about lube - I humped a pillow.

 

Yeah I'm planning on it, buts hard to resisted cause it feels so good