I tried killing myself last weekend..........

Basically, that's the whole story.

I go into a MAJOR MAJOR fight with my parents, like, them telling me that if I leave not to come back....sooo I took 18 asprin and didn't feel good...told them and they freaked and I had to do all this stuff to throw it up. I really really did NOT want to die, that's why I told them, but....I can't believe that I did it...it makes me feel so...horrible... when I even think of it....They are sending me to a shrink now and hid the asprin bottle....
Beautiful consequences.

 

my sis did that with asprin once, they didnt pump her stomach but told her not to fall asleep......

 

Be glad they got involved. Some parents don't care enough to do so. Considering the possibilities, yes, the consequences are beautiful.

 

well, I was being sarcastic but I guess it could be a good thing to...

 

18 wouldnt have done it, dont kill yourself, its a permanant solution to a temporary problem

 

Thanks I see that now

 

My mom hides all types of medicine so my brother and I can't get high off them or try to kill ourselves with them. Medicines in my house are locked up.

 

Thats a great explanation.

 

I've taken 20 excedrine with no problems and they have a higher content of Acea-whatever. Suicide is stupid and painful. Dont do it dude

 

Suicide isn't painful if you choose the right method. I also tried once but it didn't work but unlike you I wish it had. But I hope you get better don't sweat the small stuff alright?

 

Thanks guys..I wish I had heard all this BEFORE I totally messed up...oh well, it's good to hear it so I never EVER do it again

 

You did it because of an arugment with your parents? Could you find a more petty reason, please? If you're gonna do it atleast do it for a good reason, and do it in a manner that will actually kill you, not just make you terribly sick!

 

dont take this the wrong way but...hey man, chill out... we dont know this person or her situation exactly, we just know what she told us. yah, a fight with her parents sounds petty to me too, but she did add that is was a major fight. it couldve meant more than we know. ive got no idea why im saying this but i am anyway. okay im done now. i close my mouth

~peace~

 

A bad fight.....I have those daily..I don't go around taking asprin, though!


I don't care if I know him/her or their situation..I gave my opinion, if you don't like it...don't read it!

 

Well the last thing a suicidal person wants to hear is there problems aren't valid. And that she didn't try to kill herself the right way, I think thats a good thing concidering she didn't want to die. Its almost like your egging her on to kill herself moon_flower and thats not cool. Don't listen to people like this, even if the arguement was petty which I doubt, its the small things that make up life.

Peace, Love, Empathy!

 

Grunge Lord and lover/young peace...thank you guys, really. It wasn't just "a fight" it was like, family falling apart stuff.....bad stuff, so please, don't judge. Thank you guys for sticking up for me, when I read what moon flower said my heart dropped and honestly it didn't help...reading wht you guys said made me feel better...thank you ..I don't feel so judged anymore.

 

well yeah what grunge lord said is absoulutley true.

who are we to say you werent justified in your actions? i mean, killing yourself is never the answer but ive had the feelings before. then i go to a friend to get help and shes like "well, thats really stupid. you just want attention, and your blowing everything way out of proportion." it really hurt me to hear her say that because shes my best friend in the world, and what seemed like nothing to her meant everything to me. i was forced to heal myself and i think i succeeded. Anyway, i hope your friends will be understanding and sympathetic with you. And although i dont know you, you seem like somebody we would need in this fucked-up world.

anyway peace and rock on

 

It was my opinion!

Move on people...move on!

 

Keep your chin up and it will get better. Believe me it will get better, the pain will start to fade I have been there myself and just about lived to tell the tale xxx

 

Not all pain fades, if it does thats great I hope yours does, talk to people about it. The people have to have empathy though. But if the pain doesn't its what you do with the pain that matters. Kurt Cobain took his pain and suffering and entertained millions of people with it. Thats what I intend on doing with mine because no one understands it. And if and anyone understands your pain and I have a slight(very slight) understanding of it then your really fucking lucky.