you'll see me differently today my image is already fading and your thoughts are rearranged to fit a more comfortable picture of what we are and what we used to be the scent of my hair no longer rests upon your pillow tonight the warmth of my skin doesnt sleep between your sheets and my lingering touch wont wrap around you in this moonlight but you'll hear the echo of my every sigh; the sounds that our pleasure once created vibrate in the walls that close around you in the dark when you stretch out on that bed and i'm not there and if in a waking dream should you roll over to see my smile, hear my voice or feel the energy pulsing off of us in waves of heat and passion, know that i have seen and heard and felt your presence here as well, in darkness and in dreams but i banished you from every conscious thought; a danger to my memory and lethal to my heart i let you bleed me and watched as my love puddled at your feet until i realized i could weild your blade, too and now our blood runs together: mingling, mixing and suddenly you feel my pain my once silent thoughts are naked and raging and i have no place left to hide but in your answer, in the answer i could never find
