You act like you are a little angel, that the world depends on you, like you are the best. You drink every weekend and expect me to be impressed. You are 15, you should be a happy little girl, but all you do is talking shit and ’bout how miserable your life is. You don’t know how lucky you really are. So we all know what you did last summer, but hell no, we don’t admire you for it. We think you are silly. You say the teacher is an asshole, that she needs a shrink, but all she wants is for you to get some education. So you make comments on me. Well should I care? I pretend like nothing but my heart is torn. Cos I never talked bad ’bout you. But that doesn’t mean that you are some kind of Wonderchild. So you expect me to be nice now? Stop pretending that you are so innocent. You did nothing to stop them to burn down some barn, some washer. All you did was standing there laughing. You are always standing passive, laughing, what about putting some interest in something else then drinking? And now you ask me to not judge you? Well I don’t need to cos there will always be someone else to do that. But don’t ever believe I admire you, think that you are nice. All you do is destroying, making things unpleasant. Why can’t you turn into something better?
I wrote this poem after a girl in my class was talking bad about me...it was my reaction..well, it's the way I look at her now...as you can see I don't like her too much..well, well...I guess that's it. I'm finished with trying to be her friend? got to go out living again, what? luv
I really like it... I often feel this way about teenagers.... Now that I'm 18 I can officially talk of them as a different age group But until recently, they were 'my age', and.. well I just don't understand why they do all these crazy things? Why they have to be so negative all the time? Why they cannot just focus on things that are important, instead of boy/girlfriends and alcohol and partying.... Of course it is not for me to judge them, so I try not to.... And I think they behave this was because they feel hollow, like there's nothing for them in this life, and that is not their fault... who can blame them in this society? But still.... Or maybe I'm just weird....
Tauwja, I think we are similar in that way that we don't feel like the rest of the "kids" on our age...and being weird, is that so bad?? I'm weird, mad and god knows what. but I like it!!!!!!! would like to get to know you a little bit better...send me a message or anything luv
~pfft~ The things kids do cause they wanna be accepted or because they think it makes them cool *rotf* I don't miss being a youngun!!
