I tried killing myself last weekend..........

Yeah maybe your right maybe it is selfish though I think it could vary from case to case. I think I'm gonna stop posting here, I'm not fit to help somone else with there problems until I figure out my own. Sorry if I've said anything wrong guys.

 

Eh, don't fuckin kill yerself. Hang around, and don't give 'em the fuckin satisfaction.

 

hahaha ya.... one of the readons i didnt attempt when i was considering it was i want to stay and piss off everybody. plus, i dont want to be forgotten. just wither away and die... NOT ME BABY!!!! WOO HOO!!!! fuck em ,, i am gonna have fun and if evrbody hates me, screw them. i dont want to be nothing. if i killed myself id kill my chance of ever being something. ((what makes you something depends on the person. if you are satisfied with life, you are something. youre somebody.)) i dont want to kill my chance of every improveing my art (im trying to be a writer) and i want to have fun. i am a pessimist, depressive person 90% of the time,, and i do have a tendancy to be sensitive, but i dont wan t to die

 

You didn't say anything wrong. People don't always agree on this board, and some may argue, but that's all this is. You think everyone here has figured out their problems? Fuck, I haven't and I got a shitload of problems.

Don't worry about it, bro. Take it easy.

 

ok i got an idea. lets all agree that whether we have tried in the past or not we are not going to kill ourselves. (of course, if i turn 90 and find out i have cancer, im goin to die happy and on acid, so in that case ill have to break the faith) But other than that NO EXCPTIONS. (except for the one i listed )


also lets agree we all love eachother. (even moonflower)


IM IN!!!!!! WOO HOO!!!!

 

I love you LYP. Your constant optimistic nature makes me happy. Thanks for it. (This is genuine not sarcasm just in case)

 

i love you too TM. you just made me very happy.

but of course i love you. i agreed to love you all

 

sometimes suicide seems like the only way to go....but no matter what the persons problems are suicide is just way too selfish. a good friend of mine is dead, and all her pain is over forever. but for me, her other friends, and her parents, the pain will never end. there is nothing worse than receiving news that a loved one is dead. things CAN get better, its just that you need to stay with us long enough to find that out.

 

Very, very well said. Great job! I agree.

Here's a site for depression:
http://bluepages.anu.edu.au

 

thank you! =)

 

I agree to love you ALL! YAY! happiness..heh! I swear I will never EVER to it again either!

....I just wish that I could forget I ever did it, cuz now, when someone asks "have you ever wanted to die or tried to?" I'm gunna have to say, "Yeah...." and that sucks.

 

dont worry sweetie, i tend to have the problem of worrying about the past and i strongly advise you not to. We all make mistakes and we cannot change our past. The only thing to do is to keep walking and try to make today better. (I know it's very cliche, but its the truth) Anyway, hopefully you learned something about yourself, and your life. There's always something you can gain from a bad mistake. Life does get better, and it always seems to have a strange way of healing itself. And if things dont look up for all of us, and we all get old and life turns out to be a shithole? Well in that case, we'll have good jokes to tell and at least we can say we tried.

 

my brother told me that he used to take lots of aspirin pills, just because he was bored, and now it takes way more than the normal amount to get rid of a headache. like he would have to take a really big dose for him to feel anything. I don't understand it. But my uncle and at least one of his daughters, maybe two, are/used to be suicidal, so I wouldn't put the thought past my brother, as well.

Fortunately, no matter how much shit I seem to always be going through, trying to kill myself has never come up as a possible option.