I fell in love back at the beginning of January. So far our relationship has been wonderful, blissful even. We have been having these almost falling outs but then they really mean nothing. Its mostly just not being sure about things.....blaming each other for insecurities. Then aside from this.....I went to some party for my friends mothers work, it was boring all in all, not too bad though. Met some guy, he's going to seattle. My ex love has been harassing me with letters, I once believed I realy loved him....coming down around my heåd. Memories have been reappearing in my head, not necessarily good or bad. Dont know what they mean, just about people---friends, enemies, they have all gone...I dont know where they went, but what the hell I am recovering. This weekend is the Dogwood festival, should be fun, but I dont know about things anymore. Nothing can be understood. I feel so weird. Glad i just vented and all. Thanks for reading this bull.
