It is great how this forums doesn't exclude anyone because of age, race, or sex. I mean, no one should ever put an age on sex and love. It is something that people have to experience on their own, at their own rate, and it is so great that we all as human beings feel comfortable enough that we can share our experiences without feeling shy. I would like you all to know that I love you all, very much. Tell me what you think.
Sneeky? Who said anything about being sneeky? I am actually open with my parents and friends about my sexuality.
you must have cool parents, nathan, that you can feel so comfortable being open with them. that is the most awesome thing i ever heard! i wasn't sneaky, i was celibate and terrified of punishment. my dad was violent & religious. he repeated "the talk" frequently, especially when we got to be teens, usually followed by rants about hell and "bad people" and bible quotes, and sometimes hitting. (a lot like someone else who has been posting frequently.) sex was the worst sin. sex was for procreation only. sex was evil. sex was also something that was ok & natural for a man to want, but the desire turned women "bad" and made them sluts. huge double standard. i was so desperate to get out of that horrible environment i ran away from home at 19 & married the first guy i fucked. that was an awful relationship. when i left him, i went a little overboard trying to assert my sexuality. i used people & let myself be used. sex was my drug of choice, the intensity, forgetfulness, and release of the sexual experience was how i'd self-medicate, how i rebelled, and dealt with things like anger, pain & fear. i still have a lot of pain & resentment. i think sometimes, especially when a relationship is failing, i still come across as a basketcase. i think in a lot of ways i still have yet to make peace with it.
Aw babyfreak, I seriously doubt she meant you! If you look around the forum you can plainly see someone who has been quoting from the bible and condemning sexuality, the exact opposite of what this forum is about, which seems to reflect what her father said to her. And I'm so sorry to hear about what happened you, and nobody's judging you, it wasn't your fault.
