ever feel like no matter what you do, everything just gets fucked up??? that everytime you try to do something right it turns out wrong and that every nice gesture you make turns around to bite you in the ass?? i do. i try i really do. i just want things to be good, but when i try to fix them things just seem to be worse than they were. and people that i care about hate me. it happens in a split second. in an instant everything falls apart and you have to start over from scratch. no worse that that, you have to make the paper before you can even begin writing a new story. now all i have to do is make some paper. sorry if i confused anyone, and a thanks to all those who actually spent the time to read my rant. everything is just all sorts of messed up right now in my life.
i could definatly use a hug right about now. (when arent they good) i did feel a little better after the rant!!