I had this weird dream a year ago: I held a pink lotus flower, but it's petals were closed. And then I kissed it and it opened gently in my hand. Then I woke up and that's all I can remember. Anyone have an idea what could this mean?
If it doesn't represnt a spiritual man then it probably represents spirituality (Buddhism, Tao, Zen, Hinduism, etc.)
It sounds like you may have had trouble with relationships in the past but now things will be going much, much better for you if you show initiative. By the way, what has happened since then?
I was always interested in other religions, philosophy and spirituality, as I adore art too. But it became more intense in the last year, but that could because I'm growing up and discovering myself and getting more in touch with myself (I'm only 16 now). I just recently started meditating, and that's still a whole new thing for me - my piano teacher helped me alot, as she she has two degrees of reiki herself. As for relationships, nothing really changed ( I always had trouble falling in love, altough I'm a very open and positive person). Pretty messed up, ha?