how is this? there is only me you once said to me that we would die together, and i believed you. if i should leave you now, i will find you then. you said that you want to be with me when we draw our last breaths, when we face our deaths. i want you to be with me that day, but i gess it wont be that way. how could you break your promise? or did i break mine? when you took your life, was i supposed to take mine? did you lie or did i? help me, i dont know what to do, oh how i long to join you. should i grab the gun, or the knife? should i use the pills, or jump the clift? am i supposed to use these tools, as a map to find you? i want to find you, why did you leave me? i am so alone, i have tried to find another love, but he wasnt like you, i wanted some space from you, but you gave too much. i thought our love was strong. please let me awake from this nightmare, and be in your arms... this is all just a bad dream, you are lying right next to me, i feel you there, i can hear you breathe, so i turn to see... its not you lying beside me, i have just realized this is not a dream, you are gone and there is only me.
