Reflections of Self (Alien Images)

Wondering while wandering, the unlit streets of my personal being, on an endless evening​

Hidden in the corner, while walking, in single steps ​

Could you tell me? Is being one with infinity, the birds and the breeze ​

Intended to feel this lonely?​

Quietly in selfish meditation, trying to figure myself out, succeeding slowly​

However painfully, i continue to endure with hopes of discovering the source​

Of my universal isolation​

Observing simpler minds, leading less contemplative lives, and longing...... ​

A minute, or perhaps a month was spent in suspended meditation, being...​

Watching rising sunsets, frozen instants, clips from a film called life​

Who am i? The riddle within a riddle i feel has atleast passed through the minds of each of us, so uniquely similar​

Feeling smaller than the ant who ruled the world and wore a crown cut out of blotter paper​

Questing for the question, because i know answers are all partial lies​

This opinionated life with the fixed perspectives we have been given, living​

All you know is true, you know nothing, nothing more than i do, nothing​

Each moment the truth renews itself​

As another abstract concept for our collective misinterpretations​

I ponder the fate of this victimized child of a planet, and cry at the splendor of its desecration....finding beauty in our ignorance​

Meandering aimlessly to the edge of a flattened earth, sober and naked​

Drained of preconceptions, hopelessly content​

Stepping fearlessly into the lightless oblivion of selflessness​

Wandering while wondering, if this is this species' or my own story?​

Although i honestly doubt in the end humanity's outcome concerns the cosmos much​

Victim of all circumstances, that come with being mindful , and being human being​

Mammalian, reptilian, alien, robotic or floral​

So full of thoughts, yet all seemingly hollow, only old logs that pass as the river rushes onward​

The flow of time is in such a patient hurry to arrive, somewhere to start again​

Has anyone thought this before? No i am sure noone has​

It is not like we have anything in common, it is not like we are equally human​

Stranded in our egocentricities​

Watch the sunset rise, say hello, and say goodbye, and say tomorrow, everynight​

I will reach my destination.....nowhere, but anywhere away from here​

Nowhere is forever the same, and nowhere is never the same, and here is nowhere, like there​

Could you tell me? Has this loose nonsense ever occured to you?​

While looking through a looking glass in a hallway or in a dream house of mirrors​

The creature looking back appears so unfimiliar, yet looks back, and looks like everybody else ​

A shell housing countless intangible ideas, and emotions that everyone feels​

Although we know that nobody could ever relate​

The caterpillar said, drowsily blowing out rings of opiate smoke​

In the form of smoke rings, you are you​

Answering the rhetorical question he was simultaneously asking the dreaming child​

Who are you?​

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This feels like an excert of 10 seconds worth of thoughts while tripping! I do think that you could trim down some of your lines a little, and add a couple of stanza breaks to make it a little easier to read, but other than little things like that, good stuff! and the 27 at the end...

my fav. lines!

 

i have a strange style but thank you for your thoughts